So one night I came home having had a hard day, then I got in a fight with my parents. This is not normal so don't get too worried but I stormed to my room and cried for a good hour, then I wrote this poem, which is one of the ways I cope, getting my feelings on paper so I don't have to share with anyone else. I looked back on it today and I thought it was good, so I decided to show all of you. Here.
Torn
Torn between anger and depression
But not brave enough for confession
Told to be perfect told to be find
Told to be kind and never decline
Told your all wrong, yet still to be strong
Told to think of pros when all you see is cons
Just wanting to escape their wrath
Just wanting to find your own path
Curling up every night til your covered
Waiting to truly be discovered
Your told to move on, don't pick a fight
But if you move on you’ll never take flight
Told to leave, yet told to stay
Pressure building up in every way
Told to be someone your not
Wanting to hide until your forgot
Eyes water, hands shake
Sobbing on the floor in no one's wake
Then hiding it all back in your gut
Feeling a wound like a horrible cut
Forcing a smile, waving hello
Just to show no one else of the cold
Torn between anger and depression
But not brave enough for confession
Like the @The Fowlers said, with God all things are possible. My favourite verse speaks of God never leaving you- its Isaiah 43v1, if you want to look it up. I was going through a tough time as well when I found it, and it really pulled me out of my deep hole.
Wow this is amazing! Sorry you had a bad day, I think we all feel like that once in awhile. Thank you for sharing this, it was very beautiful and touching(sorry for using your words @Saraina ).
Great job. We all go through days like that so don’t worry. It’ll all be fine.(:
Oh my, that is so touching and beautifully written - I relate to it so much. Thank you extremely for sharing this.
That was Beautiful! Crying and poetry go hand in hand....
If your feeling down and alone Wanted by Danny Gokey is a great song, reminds us that even when we think no cares God does and he wants us!
Life can be like a rollercoaster....we've had a wild ride and everyone has those times and their are times when the ride gets so wild we want to jump off, but if you stick it out, it will be worth it! And on the other side you will see God's master plan in it all! Your trials have a reason, even if you can't see it now!
I wish I could help you both more. Just know that I am on your side and I am praying for you.
True. No matter what, He is always here. When I moved I had a hard time remembering this. I would blame God, and not pray, but now I realize he is the one that will always do things for our good.
The hardest thing to remember when going through hardship is that we're never alone. We always have God on our side, even if we're mad at Him too.
That's amazing! Its beautiful!!
It is good. Life is hard sometimes, often times the best thing to do is to go cry and write poetry.